Leap day in action

An extra day every four years, and what do we do with it? I know people who canvassed for a political candidate, stood in line at the DMV, read all day, and in South Carolina I hope a record number spent part of it voting.

I wrote 40 postcards (so far) urging registered Wisconsin voters to turn out at the polls on April 7, finished up a book, tucked in a healthcare visit, walked my dogs, and am planning to see a movie. I feel particularly good about the postcards; I’ve committed to write and send 200, and if I finish up early enough I’ll take on more. It’s a small act of civic engagement, but I think it’s important.

Reading about race

White Fragility book cover

The book I finished was White Fragility, by Robin Diangelo, which is my book club’s current selection. It deals with an important issue—why conversations about race and racism are so difficult for white people—and I’m looking forward to discussing it. DiAngelo starts from the premise that we live in a society built on white privilege, and no one in it can possibility be unaffected by or “blind to” race. I think that’s correct. The question is how we can improve the situation. The book is mostly about looking inward and examining our own attitudes and influences, rather than trying to influence or change others. In that sense it’s very much about self-improvement and becoming more self-aware in order to be less “fragile” in these conversations.

Walk in the woods

trees in shadows
Icy lake in the woods

I finished rereading Peter Wohlleben’s fascinating book about trees yesterday and yearned for the woods. So off we went. It being already late afternoon, we didn’t have a lot of time, but long enough to clear our lungs and feed our souls. It was spring, and the woods were both soggy and somewhat snowy and the lakes icy. The sun helped lift our spirits and offered a picturesque sunset before putting itself to bed. All in all a satisfying afternoon, though not the same as being in the country.

I grew up in the country and miss nature and solitude. The tradeoffs, though, are culture and museums and ethnic restaurants, and those would be hard for me to give up. Unless I moved to Ireland, in which case I feel I could trade everything else and never miss it. I could be wrong.

I read a while back that Irish tourism officials were looking for someone to run a coffeeshop on Great Blasket Island during tourist season, and a friend (who clearly knows me very, very well) sent me the same article this week. I actually find this enormously tempting, despite the fact that the island has no electricity. Sadly, my two old dogs put me in no position to travel right now, let alone ship myself overseas for six months. But maybe next year? The thought of living and writing on the west coast of Ireland fills my soul. I might only write odes and celebrations.

stone circle in Ireland
This is the only picture here that isn’t from yesterday’s walk. It’s from Ireland. Sigh.

Not now, though. The first poem I ever wrote was born from bleak frustration, and sometimes I just need to get darkness onto a page. I had a poem published this week at Headline Poetry & Press that was one of those. One sunny day came about because January was literally so very gray in Chicago, and the news accompanying it seemed uncompromisingly bad. With an impeachment trial emphasizing our national divisions, I could barely bring myself to read or watch the news. Then February rolled in, and on the evening of Feb. 1 the sun peeked out for five minutes, and then the poem came. It’s intentionally ambiguous, straddling a no-man’s land between depression and hopefulness. I’m grateful to Headline Poetry for giving it a home.

fungus on a fallen tree
Isn’t that some cool fungus?

Also this week I had a poem accepted to Back Patio Press, where it will be published on March 4. That’s one day after another piece will come to life at Tiny Seed Journal, and two days after my wedding anniversary, so I’m looking forward to early March. Also in early March is the next meeting of my book club, when we will discuss White Fragility: Why it’s so Hard for White People to Talk About Racism, by Robin Diangelo. I’ve just started it and am looking forward to the conversation. If you’d like to read it with us and discuss virtually, I’ll see you in the comment section.

late afternoon sun in the woods

Thurber, White, Angell, and banana cake

Did you know that James Thurber used to throw away his scribbled drawings, and E.B. White rescued and eventually started submitting to the New Yorker? I learned that yesterday, reading a terrific New Yorker interview with Roger Angell.

Angell is 99 years old, and the New Yorker, where he first made his name as a sports writer, is 90. The interview was part of the magazine’s ongoing anniversary celebration, and it put a happy note into my day. I love Angell’s writing and am one of his stepfather E.B. White’s biggest fans, so this piece came to me as a gift.

Church of the Informed Citizen

I wish I could say the same for the news. Church of the Informed Citizen yesterday brought a plethora of for-me unhappy news:

It all threatened to demoralize me. That’s why the Roger Angell interview was so welcome. It turned the tide on my day and, along with the sun in the sky, probably made the banana cake possible.

Want to know about the banana cake?

Here’s what you do with four overripe bananas and a weekend day: Try a new banana cake recipe and invite friends to help eat it. I’ll happily recommend this recipe, which I happened on at Penzeys.com while looking for spices earlier in the week. It’s dense and moist and delicious and easy.

If you decide to make it (and why not?), it’s worth noting that where the frosting recipe calls for butter softened it might have meant butter melted. I used soft butter and produced frosting paste, to which I had to add more butter and Half and Half to reach spreading consistency. But delicious, absolutely.

What I’m reading

After cake and good company, I was too tired to do anything but sleep, so I saved some reading for today. It’s an older New Yorker essay by Angell, This Old Man, about growing old. He wrote it when he was 93.

Wow.

Christmas in February

But pitchers and catchers!

Hydrangeas dropping under snow

We woke up today to a winter wonderland.

It wasn’t a surprise. Snow started falling yesterday, and we were warned it would go all night, then be followed by a polar plunge in temperature. Yep, that happened.

What surprised me: I didn’t hate it. It was fluffy and beautiful, and pretty light for shoveling, and because I worked from home today I didn’t have to drive in it.

snowy trees and street lamp

It came with grey skies, of course—but nothing unusual there. My first reaction was to grab my camera. My second was to give the dogs a quick walk before the arctic cold set in, and I couldn’t help pulling out my camera in the middle of that, too. Snow isn’t always pretty, but when it is—oh boy!

I came home with fingers stiff from cold but spirit soaring. All that white made the world seem bright and cheery even without any visible sun.

I’m telling you, though, spring’s on the way. It’s 12°F outside and headed down to -2°F overnight (not counting wind chill), but yesterday pitchers and catchers reported for (White Sox) spring training, and they had their first workout today. So take that, winter! You’re outta here.

Random coincidence? I took this picture of my snow-dusted seats from Old Comiskey Park before I realized that spring training was starting. Truth.

Of course, we still have this (cross-your-fingers) last arctic blast to deal with. I hope the pictures make it easier to enjoy.

coneflower seed heads covered in snow

Sunshine on a snowy day

tree trunks and grey ice on a pond

February in Chicago. I saw the sun for about five minutes out my office window during the morning, but it didn’t start snowing until just before I was ready to leave for the day. Mixed news, that. On the bright side, it gave me a chance to walk outside for five minutes to photograph the gray day for my sunshine journal.

(This is my sunshine journal. Enjoy.)

What interested me most wasn’t the sky per se but how indistinguishable its color was from the ice on the pond outside my office. So I photographed the pond, through tree trunks, and that’s what you see here.

Also interesting, though differently, was the number of nests I noticed for the first time in the nearby trees—at least three of them in a pretty small space. This is one of them, empty, probably abandoned, though something might claim it again in the spring.

And although the temperature is supposed to be in the single digits in the next couple of days, I know that spring is coming, and so do the birds. My garden hasn’t woken up yet—a good thing, actually, given the weather outlook—but it will soon.

Meanwhile, my little poem Pomegranate was published today as part of a wonderful Valentine’s Day poetry collection on Escape into Life, and I couldn’t be more pleased. It’s just 10 lines, but it too reminds me of the warm air of summer. I’m honored to be in much more accomplished company in this collection. Read the other poets, even if you don’t like mine.

Sunlight and smiles

I wore my sunglasses today!

The sun peeked out this morning, played hide-and-seek in the clouds for much of the day, and claimed the sky by the time I left work. I wore sunglasses during my commute in both directions; it might have been optimistic in the morning, but I 100% needed them in the afternoon. As I write, I’m sitting by the window where I can see the sun still shining bright.

Boy, have I missed you, golden treasure! And I know I’m not alone; you’re what people are talking about, both in person and on social media.

I also know that snow’s supposed to be coming tomorrow, but honestly right now I don’t care. I’m living in the moment.

blue sky through tree limbs

Gratitude journal

So that’s #1 on my list of what I’m grateful for today, but it’s not alone. I had a slow morning commute due to a couple of accidents blocking traffic, and came across another one on the way home, and I’m grateful that I wasn’t involved in any of them. Bright side of life. (Bright—get it?) I’m also thankful for small opportunities to do good in the world. I took advantage of a couple of them today, and I’m thankful for the friend who alerted me to them. Sorry if that’s a bit cryptic, but there it is.

Also, I had a new poem accepted recently, publishing very soon, and I’m still glowing with warmth from that.

How about you? What are you grateful for today?

And Wes Anderson!

And I just read that there’s a new Wes Anderson movie on the way, and I can’t wait. Even before I read the premise, I knew it would be amazing, and now I’ve read the premise (and you can too; just follow the link) and am even more excited. Just look at those visuals.

And this cast:

And here’s the movie poster!

I’m silently swooning. Not a Wes Anderson fan? Don’t even talk to me.